Tuesday, January 20, 2009

"Undecided" november 19, 2008

Sometimes
  I wonder what made me fall in love with you
Sometimes
          I don't. Because I know

You were unlike statistic One; the solidary Other;
A beautiful woman with
     a warm smile,
   enticing eyes
  open hearted, free spirited
"Oh" pretty thing where have you gone?
You have left me.
For whatever, who knows,
don't care.
Was it something I said?
Was it something I did?
Was it something I was?
Or wasn't?
God damn I am an ignorant fool,
 not even blind! Only stubborn like a stuck
  pig.
Some days are quick 
  to pass, floating along
    Others,
       catch my breath and strike me down
        cold.
You! Have left me broken
with the thick Fat of your words
    . . . . .I miss the sweetness you gave. . . . . 
Oh do joy how happy you had made me, thank
  you. Hah, may I laugh at our folly
Every face is faceless; useless
      without name tags

Time is moving slowly but filling
       the Tree knot. Stopping
rot.
It   spaces   out   my   s t r e a c h e d          heart
Sometimes
I wonder what made me fall in love with you
Sometimes
I don't.

I know   .

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